how does it feel to be different from me?

WARNING VENTING IN PROCESS~
Seriously I lost sleep over this last night. sad i know.
Lately I've just really ( maybe its cause I am reading all pauls writtings) felt that people look down on me for not being married or in a serious relationship with a man. I also feel that people do not take me as serious, if I do not have a man. A man to lead the way or say every word that was originally mine! out loud for me. I have ideas I have input. ( just as good as any mans) I can help and or live fine on my own without the help of a man. ..........
Paul says in 1cor it is good for a man not to marry.
Ill say it how i take it.
It is good for a women not to marry. SO BACK OFF !
PAUL~are you unmarried ? do not look for a wife
me~ are you unmarried ? yes... do not look for a man.....NO PROBLEM!
PAUL~ from now on those who have wives should live as if they had none.
me~ IN OTHER WORDS HOW I TOOK IT IS HELLO THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU OTHER THAN YOUR WIFE OR HUSBAND!!!!!!! dont treat me like im nothing like what i say is not important! Dont treat me like your doing me a favor by taking time out of your FREAKING BUSY LIFE to say hello or an actual how are you? and mean it. #@()%*&!#%)(*&@#%)(*@#&%)(@#*%^&()@#*%^)@#(%*&.................wow that felt good. :)